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So the CT scans came back all clear. I can’t tell you how relieved I was. Well I can, it was like an enormous weight had been lifted and I had a little cry. It was like winning the lottery, only without the cash. I had been really scared about the results, I’m not going to lie, I was really scared. I’ve also had a consultation with my oncoplastic surgeon. This was to discuss the operation following chemo. There are a number of options including an immediate reconstruction using tissue from my back (a 6 hour operation with 8 weeks recovery time) and a mastectomy followed by a reconstruction up to a year later. There are pros and cons to each option and my brain felt a bit like mashed potato following the discussions. Over the next month I need to consider the options, carry out research and make the tough decision over which is the best route to take. Not an easy task.
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Next step is chemo. I have my first treatment on the 13th Feb and find out more at a pre-chemo meeting this Friday. It’s hard for them to predict the side effects that I might experience as everyone is so different. I get really travel sick which indicates that I may experience quite bad sickness; so I’ve requested super strong anti-sickness drugs which should hopefully help. It feels weird that they have to make me sick to eventually make me better. But it feels good to be starting treatment as once I start I can begin to see the end of the battle.
You beautifully wonderful soul. What an amazing read baby. I'm so pleased you have the girls with you and that you are such a ray of sunshine. Your wig looks FAB, you are FAB and I'm very proud of your strength and bravery. Sending you massive big bundles of wonderfulness. Love you lots V xxx
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